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The Phoenix Journals are intended as a “real time” commentary on current events, how current events relate to past events and the relationships of both to the physical and spiritual destinies of mankind.

All of history, as we now know it, has been revised, rewritten, twisted and tweaked by selfishly motivated men to achieve and maintain control over other men. When one can understand that everything is comprised of “energy” and that even physical matter is “coalesced” energy, and that all energy emanates from God's thought, one can accept the idea that the successful focusing of millions of minds on one expected happening will cause it to happen.

If the many prophecies made over thousands of years are accepted, these are the “end times” (specifically the year 2000, the second millennium, etc.). That would put us in the “sorting” period and only a few short years from the finish line. God has said that in the end-times would come the WORD--to the four corners of the world--so that each could decide his/her own course toward, or away from, divinity--based upon TRUTH.

So, God sends His Hosts--Messengers--to present that TRUTH. This is the way in which He chooses to present it, through the Phoenix Journals. Thus, these journals are Truth, which cannot be copyrighted; they are compilations of information already available on Earth, researched and compiled by others (some, no doubt, for this purpose) which should not be copyrighted. Therefore, these journals are not copyrighted (except SIPAPU ODYSSEY which is “fiction”).

The first sixty or so journals were published by America West Publishing which elected to indicate that a copyright had been applied for on the theory that the ISBN number (so necessary for booksellers) was dependent upon the copyright. Commander Hatonn, the primary author and compiler, insisted that no copyrights be applied for and, to our knowledge, none were.

If the Truth is to reach the four corners of the world, it must be freely passed on. It is hoped that each reader will feel free to do that, keeping it in context, of course.

MURDER BY ATOMIC SUICIDE Technical And Spiritual Disclosure Of The Secrets Of How, Why, What, Where, When And Who Of The Universe And Its Functional Projections PLEIADES CONNECTION VOL. IV

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THURSDAY, JULY 11, 1991 9:05 A.M. YEAR 4, DAY 329


Hatonn to give a bit of introduction to this JOURNAL for we all come as rather a “package-deal”.

Germain's writings are now getting more and more “technical” in application of the concepts we have been giving you, that you might come into understanding the Universal workings and order, along with the God that has created such a working life-form of universal order.


You must understand that most of the so-called natural happenings which are occurring, i.e., volcanos, floods following massive eruptions, floods of unknown size in China, lightning storms of unknown prior extent in Florida--a rainstorm, the first in 114 years at this time of year, in California and on and on and on. These are man-made and you had better begin to understand the mechanism involved in presenting this “phenomenon” unto you. It will worsen and worsen until either the demise of the globe or you turn around the political evil thrust upon the nations and creations of God.

All of you do not need to FULLY understand and be able to go forth and build your “weather machine” but the information must be comprehended as to its ability to be utilized and then the proper reader will find his answers herein in the volumes coming forth, that he will recognize keys to “secrets” thus far hidden from you-the-masses of people.

We shall call this JOURNAL: MURDER BY ATOMIC SUICIDE, Technical and Spiritual Disclosure of the Secrets of How, Why, What, Where, When and Who of the Universe and its Functional Projections, Pleiades Connection, Vol. IV.


A language is something created by all creatures of the animal kingdom to convey the meaning of an IDEA from one manifestation of idea to another. Insects, birds, fishes, animals of the forest and jungle and humans all issue sounds which convey meanings to their like kind, and all such meanings convey the ideas of matehood, hunger, fear, anger and other ideas which are necessary for the survival, continuity and education of the countless pairs of IDEA-BODIES which constitute Creation.

We haven't been using the term “idea-bodies” thus far but will henceforth, in upcoming explanations of detailed function of the universe, begin to do so for it is a most important definition of orderly functioning. We will utilize it to replace the term “matter” now given to created manifestations of “idea” in this divided universe of motion, for every form of matter ever created, such as simple atomic bodies or complex systems of bodies, manifests and represents one of the countless ideas which the Creator has divided from the ONE WHOLE IDEA which needs but the one word, “CREATION”, to convey its meaning. I am preparing you to expect it in upcoming JOURNALS and not in this one.

A language, therefore, does not necessarily mean spoken or written words. Anything which conveys a meaning is a language for it extends the idea of one idea-body to another idea-body.

The important point is that you must cease to think in terms which have become implicit and vague and accept our explicit meanings of terms as we move along. Unless two communicating parties know explicitly the meaning projected from another--you cannot communicate accurately. We do not denounce other definitions--only clarify ours explicitly.


IDEA is a part of the eternal, uncreated and undivided white Mind-Light which God is, while idea-bodies are spectrum-divided extensions of that undivided white Light which centers every wave of them. We covered this in the book on “Light” to great extent but you must come into total concept of those meanings as previously projected.

What you are now being given are the absolutes of Pleiadian Knowledge as regards the functioning of God and Creation from an aspect and perspective much more nearly located in “space” and “dimension” as well as your perception of “time” than an etheric principle from “somewhere out there”. Since a great number of you will next experience in that environment--you must come to the knowledge of general workings as presented by and unto your brothers of that place. Most of you came from there and to that place shall you be returned--you are unacceptable to those people if you do not even have the basic concept of how the universe functions. Evil and stupidity will not be allowed into their society of near perfection of working order. I care not what you “thought”, it is time to get on with “WHAT IS”.

God's KNOWING is that one white Light, but God's THINKING is the divided octave-wave spectrum of the four pairs of spectrum lights which extend from that white Light--four on each side--which constitute the thought-bodies of Mind-thinking and Mind-imagining.

It has not yet entered within human consciousness to think of matter as thought-bodies or of waves as pure thought-recordings which God--the sole Teacher--makes use of to intercommunicate with every thought-body in the moving universe. Neither does it occur to anyone that everything in the universe is constantly talking to every other thing and telling it what it is, what it is doing and what its purpose is. An apple, for example, does not need to say in words, “I am an apple”. Its form, color, odor and taste tell you that without need of words, but you identify that apple-idea by giving it a word (name) in Man's language.

The ringing of a bell is telling you in sound that church is ready for service, or that there is a fire, or that lunch is ready, or recess time has arrived, and thus and so. If you will learn to look upon Creation as an assemblage of many ideas and realize that the only knowledge you can ever acquire is an awareness of the nature and purpose of each and every created thing as well as the processes used in the creation of that thing, you will soon realize that YOU ARE FOREVER TALKING TO NATURE AND NATURE IS FOREVER TALKING TO YOU. The more you do this, the more you acquire God-awareness, for God is Nature--and that is what we mean by cosmic thinking for cosmic thinking is actually talking to God as God is forever talking to YOU in His universal language of Light!

It should come as no surprise to learn that God speaks to and teaches every living creature on Earth and in the skies and seas whatever it needs or desires to know for survival to maturity and death. Man's language consists of words. God's language of Light consists of but nine words which apply to His Body and three which apply to His Mind. Now, doesn't this become simple?

The nine words which reach Man and all living things of nature are these: IDENTITY--MOTION--SOUND--ODOR--COLOR--FORM--TEMPERATURE--RHYTHM--TIME.

The three words which reach his Mind are: INSTINCT--INSPIRATION--IMAGINATION. Of these, “instinct” is the manner in which God speaks to early forms of living creatures, and the other two words are those used when life form has advanced beyond the stage where the senses alone are relied upon for knowledge or for survival.

It is necessary at this point to define the meaning of “knowledge” for it is the generally accepted idea that knowledge is acquired through sensed observation. That is not true, for Nature never reveals her basic truths through the senses of motion. The senses are mightily deceived by the illusions of perspective and other optical effects, for the senses are forced to view Nature through the convexity or concavity of light pressures which constitute this curved universe of motion. The senses, therefore, can be informed and they can reason deductively to arrive at axiomatic conclusions, but all down through the ages these conclusions have been perpetually discarded and replaced with other conclusions up to this very day. Even now it is still believed that such conclusions and axioms can be mathematically proven, for mathematics do not lie. That is weak reasoning, however, for Man's axioms are not self-evident truths; they are but ASSUMPTIONS of truths.

We, therefore, define “knowledge” as AWARENESS OF IDEA. The extent of any Man's knowledge is, consequently, the sum total of his comprehension of idea. As idea itself is never created but only manifested through moving idea-bodies, his senses are limited to those idea-bodies until his Mind transcends their boundaries.

It is a basic fact of Nature that all living things are forever seeking God whether they know it or not for God is Light and every blade of grass, tree of forest, animal of the jungle or rose in your garden is constantly seeking the idea-body of Light which the sun is.

To exemplify the meaning, consider the newborn babe when it begins to reach out to touch things which it immediately tries to put into its mouth. Its instinct has already told it that survival lies in the taking of things into its mouth. Everything it touches takes on a meaning for it. That meaning may be ever so slight but it is the beginning of its education in the school where God is its only teacher.

The senses of man are his doorway to his Mind, but his senses cannot KNOW IDEAS; they can but react to the meaning conveyed by idea-bodies.

It is most unfortunate that your educational institutions and your science are in such infantile and foolish condition that they depend entirely upon information gleaned through the senses and consider it impossible to gain it cosmically through inspiration or imagination for this limits “teaching” and “learning” to a purely political-perception basis for knowledge. Until educators become non-political and realize that God is the first, last and only TEACHER, that TRUTH lies in the invisible universe beyond the reach of Man's senses, and that Nature always has the last word in every transaction and conclusion of Man, the whole human race and its institutions will never transcend their sense-limited stage and advance to the stage of genius or cosmic consciousness. Thus is the very reason the teacher who walks with that God and serves with that God would be sent to you at this time--and 'ATON' would send no lesser TEACHER than himself to show you the way and passage.


I always come forth with the Hosts to share in the teachings and to abide beside My children--for the way of physical expression is a hard grouping of lessons in the life-stream of Man (and individual expression). We will also herein analyze the nine words which I just gave unto you which constitute My universal language of Light. Every one of these words is applicable to every created idea.

IDENTITY. The fact that every creating thing is what it is and cannot be any other thing gives it its identity. A violet, for example, cannot be a rose, an oak tree or a man.

MOTION. Motion is the first step away from the static universe from which the dynamic universe is extended. Therefore, all creating things move in wave cycles to generate compression pressures and heat which radiates back to the cold of its origin for reincarnation of the idea it manifests. Motion is perpetually telling its secrets to observant ones who desire to be taught its various effects.

SOUND. Every created thing emits sounds of varying kinds. This applies to even the atom at its first explosion which causes its emergence from its seed in the inert gases to its return to them. Such sounds are beyond Man's range of hearing but many can be amplified so they can be heard. The emanations of radium, for example, can be amplified so the sound is like a miniature Automatic Assault weapon.

Even the fishes of the seas emit sounds which have a meaning to other fishes. The birds of the air have mate calls which convey meanings to other birds and also to Man who is informed of their identities by sounds only, when they cannot be seen. The nightingale tells you that it is near and the owl, likewise, tells you of its identity and presence. The sound of the factory whistle tells the whole neighborhood that it is noon as plainly as though another person told you in spoken words.

ODOR. Odor plays a distinctive part in relation to the survival of Man or animal. The fox would starve if it depended upon its eyes alone for food. The rabbit leaves its own distinctive odor behind it which the fox follows. The odor of a sheep or cow is just as clear to the fox but it knows that they are not its prey. Each odor conveys a different meaning, for every created thing has its own distinctive odor which spells out its identity as clearly as though it could talk and say, “I am a rabbit,” or “I am a lemon,” or “I am an apple.” How often have you gone into a room and smelled something burning in the kitchen, or gas escaping, which you otherwise could not detect? Odors are, therefore, as much a part of your education as your geography lessons in school are a part of it. Also, they are as necessary for your survival as they are for the survival of the animals of the forest.

COLOR. Every element or particle in the universe has its own distinctive place in the color spectrum to tell all things of its identity and purpose in Creation. Likewise, complex bodies have their own complex colors. When you walk through your gardens or forests, the very colors are telling you that they are violets, or roses, or pansies, or oaks, or pines, or spruce trees. The golden fire of the sunset talks to you in its own way and the lemon, orange or apple in theirs. How natural it is for all things to talk that way and you talk to them in the same language. Why can you not realize, therefore, that you are talking to God through them as directly as you talk to a friend through a telephone receiver for God created you and all things else?

FORM. Every material body has a distinctive form of its own species which tells other forms of its identity. Each one distinctly tells all other things in the universe what it is and what it can do. The form of a lemon tells you its identity as clearly as its odor tells you. One speaks through your sense of taste and the other through your sense of vision. Look about you wherever you may go and you will see that every object is telling you what it is and what it can do even though one had no word for it. A hammer, for example, tells you what it can do even if it had no name.

TEMPERATURE. All idea-bodies have varying melting and freezing points which tell you of their identities in relation to other bodies. Temperature tells you when water will freeze or boil. It tells you when you must put on a coat or take it off. It tells you not to touch this or you may touch that.

In animal or human life, these temperature normalcies allow but little extension either way. Nature has designed Man to withstand a temperature normalcy of about ninety-eight degrees. Even two degrees above that warns him of death by fever. Three more degrees are fatal unless alleviated most speedily. Likewise, a human cannot live in a pressure of five atomospheres above or below sea-level pressure. Each living thing has its own temperature normalcy just as it has its own heartbeat and blood pressure normalcy. These normalcies have deep meanings and form the basis of information to you, to your doctor, and to the various scientists who specialize in animal life from the insect to the elephant.

RHYTHM. All effects of Nature are rhythmic, for all are wave effects and the wave constitutes the rhythmic heartbeat of the universe. A deep variation of the rhythm of your own heartbeat would mean death to you, for the heart will allow but very little variation without telling you so and warning you by shock or otherwise. Rhythm is the basis of balance in the arts. In music, the slightest variation is noticeable while greater variations result in discord and inharmony.

Rhythmic balanced interchangings are evident in all of Nature's effects, from the steady walk of a Man to the alternating piston strokes of an engine, the whirr of a motor or the crashing of waves on the seashore. The rhythm of the waltz conveys one meaning and arouses its appropriate emotion, the rhythm of the soldiers' march arouses another, while the rhythm of the drum beat of primitives in the jungle arouses still another emotion.

TIME. The general concept of time is that it is eternally existent in itself. That is not so. If motion never began, time would have never have begun. Time is the interval between sequences of events such as the pulsations of life. The eternal zero is timeless. There is nothing in it to count, nothing by which to “measure”.

Time is the recorder of wave frequencies and their countless variations which take place in the octaves of matter. It conveys countless meanings to the physicist, the musician, the manufacturer and all who constitute your very civilization. It is one of the teachers of My ways and processes to man without which, in their totality, Man could not possibly survive, nor could any living creature on Earth survive.

So let Me summarize a bit for you herein: These nine attributes of motion constitute the teaching faculty in God's school in which God, the Creator of them, is the head-master. It is incredible that anyone who realizes that He could not survive without these moment-to-moment teachers, all of which are perpetually attendant upon every living creature on Earth, could ever deny the existence of their, and his, Creator. To deny God is to deny love and beauty without which one would be alone and desolate, for loneliness is self-inflicted upon those who have not given, or do not give, out from themselves sufficient love and beauty to become one with the WHOLE, or cannot do so because of a loveless environment such as a man on an uninhabited island.

God is Love--and Light--and Ecstasy. He who has these qualities within him can never be lonely. The nine teachers herein described are His nine inanimate messengers created by Him to lead you to His very door of Love and Beauty and Ecstasy in His high heavens.

Listen to them, chelas, and heed them, even as you listen to the living Messengers whom He sends to Earth at crucial times in Man's unfolding to save Man from himself and lead him ever nearer to the One Light which Men and God are.


It will appear that this is neither the proper placement nor relative information to this particular book. No, it is all so completely interwoven that it fits anywhere in any volume. The point is that, as you read in this book, you will find so much of diagrammatic and physical physics indwelling that you may well forget the primary focus and intent of comprehensive KNOWLEDGE and I am here to see that that is not the case so we will just simply have the longest “INTRODUCTION” in history--it is time you change your outdated mode of operations. Information is appropriate WHEREVER INFORMATION CAN FLOW!



Let us clarify herein, a bit more carefully, the relations between the Light of the undivided cosmic universe of MIND-KNOWING and the divided sensed universe of MIND-THINKING; it is well to summarize and review the preparations for better understanding which the earlier lessons have covered and bear much greater review by all of you. We have enjoyed our own bit of humor herein by your own standards when one said to Germain--“Where and when should Aton take liberties with the work?”--his reply--“Dear sir, any time and any place HE wants to!” Thank you for your kind allowances to my humble self.

You have been subjected and channeled by bindings of blind reasoning (non-reason). So many theories are based upon misunderstood mental and physical experiences, and so many misconceptions of God and Mind based upon sensing that it is well to vividly define these relations from a scientific basis so that all guessing will be entirely eliminated from future comprehension.

The confusion of ideas with theories has arisen because of the impossibility of penetrating the veil of the invisible universe of Mind-KNOWING through the senses of the body. The miscomprehension of Man that he is thinking with his Mind when he is only sensing with his body has given rise to the many misconceptions regarding both Mind and body. That is why you hear so much that is popularly believed about such non-existent things and conditions as unconsciousness, conscious Mind, subconscious Mind, superconscious Mind, the human mind, mortal mind and other terms. These all arise from the misbelief that people are thinking when they are but sensing with their electric senses--which do not think and cannot know anything.

The more you study and restudy the previous lessons until those first principles become a part of your knowing, the more you will find yourself beyond the possibility of confusion.

To these previous lessons I would add a brief explanation of what CAUSES such strange misconceptions. I wish to stimulate your imagination with another presentation of the difference between the spiritual and physical universes which is different from any you have ever heard. We will do this in order to help you see the material universe as we see it and the spiritual universe as God taught you to KNOW it.



When you are wide awake, your body is like the rippled surface of a lake or turbulent ocean. It is vibrant with waves. Those vibrating waves of motion are your senses. They are also your body. They are made up of countless millions of fast turning rings of light which are encircling their Mind-centers.

Give some thought to this for just a moment. When you fully realize that your body is only waves of vibrant motion, you would not possibly think of your spiritual Self, the eternal Being which is YOU, as being only waves of motion.

YOU have inspired thoughts, deep emotions, glorious conceptions. You cannot possibly attribute your love of beauty, your family and friends, your rapture of Soul in contemplation of Nature or your inventive genius to the waves of motion which constitute your senses. Nor can you think of your knowledge as being motion. Your vibrating senses do not know anything. They are not conscious of anything. All they can do is to sense other motion. In other words, all they can do is to feel. Senses are made to feel other motion and that is all they do--nothing more.

You recognize having five senses, that of seeing, tasting, smelling, hearing and feeling. ALL OF THESE ARE BUT ONE. You FEEL differently with your eyes, ears, nose, tongue and body, but they are all just the one sense of feeling. And that is all that the whole physical universe is composed of--just senses--sensed waves--sensed bodies of motion which FEEL other sensed bodies of motion.

Moreover, no sensed body in the universe could even move if not “told to do so” by the Intelligence which centers it. Just as your car cannot move without desire extended to it by its centering Intelligence so, likewise, your body and all other bodies move only because of desire of the Universal Intelligence centering them, and not otherwise. And this is as true of the atom or stellar system as it is true of the little finger of your body. All of them are controlled by the Universal Intelligence which centers all matter.

Your senses are the intercommunicating system which connects every atom of your body to every other atom in it. All cells feel each other's motions. They are all extensions from a “central switchboard” which is your brain. We have stated before that your brain does not know anything, for it is also but motion. Your Intelligence sends messages to other senses through the brain. The Intelligence of the whole universe likewise sends messages to all the rest of the Universal Body through the centering nerve ganglions of each atom in the universe. The entire universe is but one intercommunicating Mind-controlled sensed body, each atom of it being centered by the Universal Intelligence which created it and is controlling it. That is Nature's radar principle.

For ages, people have thought that the sensing of one state of motion by another state of motion in one's body is THINKING instead of just merely FEELING. Sensed feeling of motion by other motion has no relation to thinking, whatsoever, for thinking is a manifestation of knowing. As sensed matter cannot know anything, it cannot and does not think or know.

If the senses of Man could think or have knowledge, the human race would have had such discoveries as the flame, the wheel or the boat, ages and ages ago, for the senses could feel as well then as they do now, but thinking did not begin in Man for long ages after his beginnings. Likewise, the senses of animals can feel as well or better than humans, but animals do not invent or discover laws, processes or principles in Nature.

Animals reason just as men do, but reasoning is just weighing one effect of sensed experience with other effects which arise from your “sense of observation”.

What you mistake for the mental action of thinking is purely sense reasoning. It is not Mind-consciousness at all. Nor is conscious Mind aware of motion for it does not even KNOW of it.

Reasoning is the awareness of one sense of motion by another sense of motion and the ability to analyze and assemble other states of motion into one mechanism to simulate idea. The whole universe is “wired” from every point in the universe to every other point to transfer any sensation anywhere to everywhere. Reasoning is the first step in the direction of becoming aware of a centering Mind with a body.

If, for example, your body is in balance with its environment, which means if it is comfortable, you cannot sense the fact because the senses will not vibrate in an equilibrium. When there is no sensation, the nerve wiring of your body is “dead”. You must be unbalanced, or uncomfortable, before the senses will vibrate to tell all your other sensed nerves that your body is uncomfortable or cold. If it is cold, that awareness then causes you to get a coat for your body. Or if you are hungry or wet, or fall out of balance, your senses will immediately vibrate, but not otherwise.

A great deal of concentrative energy is expended to keep your sensed body vibrating sufficiently for you to be aware of either your body or its sensations. That is what I mean by saying: “When you are wide awake, your body is like the rippling surface of a lake or turbulent ocean, vibrant with wave motion.”

When you are asleep, either from fatigue or from an anesthetic, your body is no longer vibrant with wave motion. The waves “lie down to rest” because they are depolarized. Wakefulness is a polarized condition which induces strong wave vibrations.

You sleep when your senses become too fatigued to vibrate, BUT YOU DO NOT BECOME UNCONSCIOUS. Your very small measure of Mind-awareness remains unaffected. As stated before, there is no such condition of the Mind as unconsciousness. You do not say that your tooth is unconscious when anesthetized. Why say it of your brain? Both are but sensed matter.

Mind is unchanging and unconditioned. The thinking of Mind changes, but thoughts of Mind are not Mind. Thoughts are motion and Mind is still. Thoughts manifest knowledge, but thoughts are not knowledge.

The silent harp string has in it the soul of an idea. The vibrating harp string gives that idea a body which you can hear as sound. Sounds are sensation. All bodies are sensations. When the sound vibrations “lie down to rest” in the equilibrium of the harp string, the idea of that harp string is still there in the silence from which the sound sprang. You can still consciously know the sound but you cannot sense it. You are still conscious of the idea conveyed the sound.

Bodies can feel sound but a Soul can put something else into sound which bodies cannot sense. A great musician can put his Soul into it as a message to other Souls. Those in whom the Light of Soul has not yet awakened will hear only the body of the sound and not the Soul. One is sense-awareness and the other is Mind-awareness. YOUR KNOWLEDGE DOES NOT LEAVE YOU WHEN YOU SLEEP. SENSATION ALONE LEAVES YOU.


These terms are commonly accepted terms by practically all metaphysicians, writers, workers in the arts, psychiatrists and others who give thought to human mental processes. There are no such conditions as either subconscious or superconscious states of Mind. The confusion of ideas which have borne such concepts have arisen from the mistaken belief that sensations of the body were mental. And yet, listen up, there is separation in processing of material and therefore do not cast out these terms in your assumption of their falseness--it is the concept that is incorrect. Body-sensing has been mistaken for thinking, so when the vibrations which caused sensations in the body weakened sufficiently to reduce the body's awareness of motion sufficiently to deaden or stupefy the senses, people concluded that they were unconscious because their bodies had lost all awareness of their bodies. Consciousness is the state of KNOWING. There is no activity in KNOWING, but there is activity in THINKING.

Mind is not stratified into sub or super layers. Mind is universal. It is all there is, and it is everywhere the same unchanging ONE UNDIVIDED LIGHT OF ALL-KNOWING FROM WHICH ALL MOTION SPRINGS. CONSCIOUSNESS NEVER CHANGES! Everyone is always conscious but few are aware of it. The human race has not yet unfolded to the point where it is cosmically aware of its Conscious Soul.

To most people, the idea of consciousness means thinking of something. Consciousness is a state of Being, an ecstasy. [ECSTASY: A state of being beyond reason and self-control; a state of overwhelming emotion. Webster's New Collegiate Dictionary.] It is not form or action. A true mystic is Mind-conscious all of the time whether awake or asleep. That state of ecstasy is not dependent upon wakefulness of body. It is a Mind state entirely. Its own ecstasy will often awaken a sleeping body when deep inspiration in it is desirous for creative expression. Every genius is perfectly familiar with this frequent occurrence in himself. Many who are not familiar with the very fact of it become deeply inspired when such a message comes from their own Soul. It may awaken them forcibly and compel them to put their inspiration into body form. Hundreds of people have told you that “Ascended Masters” have spoken to them and have written through them. A Chopin or a Leonardo would understand that such inspirations come from their own Souls and not from any other source.


I am going to close this portion by climaxing all that has gone before with some IDEAS for you to give deep thought to for the unfoldment of your own higher powers. We are mindful of the fact that the reason for your reading this material varies but our thrust is with but ONE intent. You students (chelas) are now a long way out front of your brothers and the gap between you and the masses has long ago widened into a chasm. You are not ready for them. You have had sufficient cosmic awakening to have generated within your spiritual Self an intense desire for the Light of all-knowing which will transform you from the human animal stage of unfolding man, whose body senses have been preponderant in dominating his life, to the Divine Cosmic Being whose Soul-Will will be the absolute master of your body-sensing. YOUR awakening to the Light of Love will awaken your brother to the Light. You are the Light of the World. You are the teacher that will give the Light unto Man for the saving of himself. That means not that you will go forth and cram the printed pages down his throat and remember, that no matter how well you may comprehend this information--you do not yet KNOW all. Yours is to offer ONLY. So be it.

The whole human race is divided into two general groupings: a renascent few of the many whose ascension is toward the Light and the decadent millions whose descension is toward the dark.

The world is undergoing the agonies of a cataclysmic rebirth from body-sensing to Mind-knowing. You who are becoming aware of your Soul will become the seed for saving the human race from its deep plunge into the darkest of all its dark ages since the Dawn of Consciousness in man. Civilization has been self-destroyed many times during the past six thousand years and is again being self-destroyed, and all for the same reasons--SELFISHNESS OF BODIES AND DESIRES OF BODIES FOR SENSATIONS OF BODIES. Civilization can be reborn only through LOVE OF MIND EXPRESSED IN BROTHERHOOD OF ETERNAL MAN WITHIN BODIES.

For thousands of years, men have been hurting each other to gain something for themselves. They have not yet discovered that they cannot hurt another without hurting themselves.

The reason for the present decadence of the human race is because of the accumulation of self-punishments resulting from the continued hurting of Man's own self BY HIMSELF while attempting to hurt other men.

Empires are being disintegrated because of Man's attempt to gain happiness, wealth, power and prosperity for himself by destroying the happiness, wealth, power and prosperity of others.

New empires are attempting to be built by destroying other empires. Empire builders have themselves created their own destroyers. To live by the sword is to die by the sword.

Empires are not only being destroyed from without but from within. Graft and corruption are rampant in governments. An era of unprecedented crime and moral degradation is undermining all countries as termites undermine buildings.

Nations which were built upon crime are being destroyed by crime, nation by nation and man by man. That which man gave to man is being regiven to him in his own image.

There is deep decadence in all the arts. Beauty has been replaced by ugliness in painting, music and sculpture. Culture is at a lowering ebb all over the world. No great men are being produced of such majestic standards as those great geniuses who have given you that which is wondrous in present world culture. Many geniuses are still being born into the world, but they are not being given the recognition needed for survival for the point of the corruption is to destroy that which is already present as values and prevent the new of beauty and perfection to flourish.

Dharma, allow us a break for rest and other business needs and then I will continue this message. It is one of the most, perhaps THE MOST, important offerings which will come from this realm. I shall stand aside until you are ready to continue, so please summon Me when you are prepared.


THURSDAY, JULY 11, 1991 1:54 P.M. YEAR 4, DAY 329


As times seem to worsen in many aspects of living, please be aware of that worsening for if you do not, you may be led to believe, through the lies thrust upon you, that “things” are getting better--THEY ARE NOT.

The supreme tragedy of this age is not alone in its wars. Wars destroy the best blood of a small percentage of whole peoples, but alcohol, tobacco and other drugs are destroying an extremely large percentage of men, women and teenage children as well as now oozing into the very young ages and lower grade school children throughout the entire world who are slaves to the slow mental and physical poisoning by nicotine and other damaging substances, other drugs and narcotics. For a century, this decaying process of man has been growing worse upon so huge a scale that tobacco and drugs are rated as two of the five greatest “industries” of the world. The great danger in the use of such drugs as tobacco lies in the ignorance of people as to what such drugs are doing to them. One of the worst, and most hidden dangers in that which you call smoking of tobacco, is that the processors are of the major cartel which also owns the pharmaceutical corporations worldwide and, in the processing and “curing” of the tobacco, sugar is utilized. Sugar then carmelizes in the burning process which creates a toxic cancer-causing element.


There is no way to include all the ramifications herein at this point because the consideration must in actuality be inclusive of AIDS spread through infected needles, etc. But we will touch on some most important impacts on the unfolding of the direction of Man's spiritual Self.

Awakening Man is unfolding in the direction of his spiritual divine Self. A small fraction of the human race has already been sufficiently illumined with the Light of God-awareness to deeply desire to live within the Light and know its joy. I do not speak of that which the “religions” preach on a Sunday morning--I speak of the awareness of Higher Source as friend and guide--not the doctrines as laid forth by some half-baked self-proclaimed knower of his own “preferred” doctrine.

To these few of the many, Soul-Will absolutely dominates the matter which is their body. These few are finding the Kingdom of Heaven with their Consciousness and can know its heavenly rhythms by being able to completely forget their bodies as a centering focus of all attention. Forgetfulness of body and command of body by Soul-Will are the supreme achievements of the mystic and the genius who know the ecstasy of the Divine Light. This does not mean that these humans go about as if they have been struck by rapid-fire lightning of pious revelation and put on a false front of pretending to be that which they are not.

It has taken millions of years and countless re-journeyings for the unfolding of Cosmic Man (Higher Universal Man [human]) to that high stage where he can sever body-sensation from his Consciousness to the extent that he can be entirely freed from domination by his sensed-body and master it by his own Soul.

Millions upon millions of humans who have already arrived at the very door to the Kingdom of Heaven ARE NOW CLOSING THAT DOOR by becoming enslaved by their own bodies through addictions to substances which damage the very fiber of the body tissues and alter the mental functioning. Nicotine is a simple, seemingly harmless enough, but insidious and treacherous slow-acting drug which is closing the long sought door to the Light for countless millions. The emotional reasons are as numerous as the physical for ones who become addicted to anything can not give themselves freedom of forgiveness for that addiction.

People who habitually smoke cannot either forget or rule their bodies for the desire is always pulling attention back into the sensual desire for “another smoke” which simply keeps the person locked into the here and now of the physical demands. Drug addicts are ruled totally by their bodies to the exclusion of Soul-awareness except at rare intervals when just the right amount of drugs balances their changed normality for a few moments in intervals between the action and reaction cycles of the drug poisonings.

It is claimed that smoking does not injure the body physically. It certainly does. It causes innumerable injuries ranging from stomach ulcers, lung and throat infections, to lung cancers and heart weakness. But that is not the most important fact because the body is not of the first importance. The important fact is that smoking gradually “depolarizes” the reasoning and thought processes to such an extent that time cycles develop in which the body periodically demands nicotine to stimulate the brain cells. At that time, then, the body DEMANDS another cigarette.

The human body is made up of a formula which consists almost entirely of oxygen, hydrogen, carbon and nitrogen. The large portions of these elements total 98-1/2 percent of Man's whole body structure. The other 1-1/2 percent is made up of mineral salts, but in infinitesimally small quantities. There is no nicotine in any of that 1-1/2 percent and that is why it is so injurious. No one can take anything into his body which is not prescribed for him in his body formula without having signs of violation and poisoning. Nicotine and/or other drugs are not included in it; therefore, they are also injurious to him in many physical ways but more injurious to him mentally. Any drug has a stupefying effect upon the brain cells which makes clear thinking more difficult. It is a strange fact that when the brain is dulled by drugs, the only cure for it is more drugs which bring normalcy back for a while, then more drugs become necessary until the habit is one demanded by the body. Slavery to the substance then follows.

Some smokers' bodies will only DEMAND six or so cigarettes a day while others will demand one every twenty minutes. These become “chain smokers” who have lost practically all Soul-Will. Chain smokers are body slaves to a drug. Further, you will note the ones that argue against this fact are the ones who have the addiction! He who would deny his slavery to nicotine, food, alcohol, etc., may prove his freedom from it by asserting his will over the power of the substance. Not one in a thousand longtime smokers ever succeeds in proving his own will-power over the nicotine but rather usually proves the nicotine's power over him. The fact of body-slavery is the important thing for any Man to ponder over who is in search of his own Soul and its dwelling place in the high heavens of God's Light. Most, however, you will find are not searching for that placement with God at any rate for Man has forgotten the Truth of that which God is.

Man is divine. He is the Son of God when he KNOWS he is--but he can never know it through body-sensing. He can only know it through the ecstasy of inspiration while within the Light.

Eternal Man is Omnipotent, Omniscient and Omnipresent but the body of Man is but sensed-clay and has neither power nor knowledge. Just as long as man is but sensed-clay, he is sensed-clay--and nothing more.

The human race is seeking the Kingdom of Heaven through the Spirit. The Inner Voice of God is always directing every Man to the door of Light--but as long as man is but sensed-clay he cannot hear that Inner Voice. Therein lies the tragedy of Man's suicide of the Spirit by the use of these abusive substances.

Habitual uses of these things so effectually change the polarity of their bodies that they more and more effectually shut out the Inner Voice as they suppress Spirit in favor of gratifying the senses. Even the genius Mind who becomes addicted to these substances in excess is unable to express his genius until the stimulation of the drug allows him to become aware of the Light in him for just a short interval, then the substance calls loudly to his senses and he reaches out for the drug to which his body has become the slave.

It is painfully sad when the enslaved cannot remove himself from the trap for the trap is one of ever increasing imprisonment. Think of the tragedy of a great Mind realizing that it can never rise to the height of Self except through the delusions of drugging the containing body.

The great spiritual awakening of unfolding Man can come only through awareness of the Light in Man. Alcohol and other addicting substances taken into the body in sufficient quantities change one's polarity so much that the normal body polarity is lowered to an artificial one and prevents any user of such drugs from manifesting God in him except during those ever-lessening intervals when the drug stimulates him enough to allow him to reach his ARTIFICIAL normalcy.

For brief moments he may even look upon the face of God and create inspired art while momentarily free, but those moments ever lessen as the bonds of slavery tighten to tear him from his high throne of the Spirit of eternal Man to become again but sensed-clay of earth.


You live in a bewildering world which confuses you only because you do not KNOW it. A primate would be similarly confused with a watch. To him, its wheels would have no meaning because both the mechanics and purpose of the watch would be incomprehensible to him. Yet the watch is very simple to you. Its mechanics and purpose are familiar to you and you consider it a most beneficial and necessary tool. You regard it as a simple thing to understand.

You are confused about Creation because you do not know it. Likewise, you are confused about the Creator because you do not know Him. Also you are confused about the mechanics and purposefulness of matter and motion because you do not know them. You may think you need not be interested in knowing about matter and motion because it seems difficult, but you MUST know their cause, and that is very simple. Without this knowledge, you are like a ship without a navigator.

You MUST come into knowing of your universe for your body, which you are building, is one unit of it. You must know how to control it. You also must know it for what it is instead of what you think it is. When you become familiar with it as being but certain states of motion, you must know that those states of motion are wave-records of your desires just as a picture is the record of the painter's desire.

A manufacturer produces a better product in the measure of his knowledge of this product. Your body is as much your product as the products of a factory. Millions of years of your desire produced it. In one minute the desire of your will can alter its entire structural balance in either direction--toward life or death without the slightest physical action upon your part.

The medical profession can make enormous strides in its great service to man by starting upon a basis of greater knowledge of CAUSE of the countless effects it encounters. In its search for CAUSE of effects in matter, its beginnings should be in a greater knowledge of motion, which matter is, and the relation of Mind to motion which controls body structure.

It is for this reason that we must talk in simple language while taking matter apart to see how and why it works, just as we have to take the watch apart for the same reason. The need for simple language is great because the things which shall be told to you about motion need the replacing of old concepts with new ones. These new concepts must become new foundations for comprehension of things not yet known or even dreamed of in Nature.

All mankind is still in as primate a stage concerning the CAUSE and PURPOSEFULNESS of all effects of motion as the early Man to whom you are trying to explain the watch. You would have to explain one thing after another to him in the simplest words, about the wheels, the gears, the central shaft and its extensions, before he even faintly comprehended its mechanism. Even then, he would know nothing of its motivating force nor the principle of time itself. No matter how simple your words would be, you would find it very difficult to make the thing which is so simple to you seem simple to him. You would find yourself using the simplest kind of words as though you were talking to a child.

This is what we have been doing in order to lay a simple foundation for the motivating Spirit in the still center of the universal shaft from which all power is extended for its cycles of divided and multiplied power. All wheels are geared through each other to manifest the tick-tick of the heartbeat of the universe which spells out the time sequences of every action-reaction of Creation. Therefore, every part of the watch is dependent on every other part.

And so it is that we must find simple words and simple examples to explain fully to you the tick-tick of the divided universe of time and space which has one tick on each side of every equator to balance each other's un-balanced condition and repeat it upon the other side of the equator as the other tick of the cosmic pendulum. We do not ever intend to present insult to intelligence but if you are to learn something totally new-- you must begin at the beginning.




The universal pump would not continue to unfold this appearing-disappearing two-world universe if it were not for that interchange of motion from one side of an equator to the other as long as the energy of DESIRE divides the undivided still Light into pairs of moving lights.

Suppose that, instead of using the words “appearing-disappearing” universe in the above paragraph, we used the words “living-dying” universe--or “growing-decaying”--or “generating-degenerating”--or “compressing-expanding”--or “polarizing-depolarizing”--or “charging-discharging” or “centripetal-centrifugal” universe.

No matter which pair of words used, they would all have the same meaning--explicitly. They are, all of them, the compression-expansion strokes of the piston which pumps opposite pressures FROM EACH OTHER TO MAKE BODIES SEEM TO APPEAR OUT OF NOTHING AND THEN DISAPPEAR INTO THAT SEEMING NOTHING WHICH IS THE ETERNAL REALITY OF ALL SEEMING.

It is not helpful to talk abstractly about REALITY and UNREALITY. These phrases, and many like them such as the divided and the undivided, the physical and the spiritual or mortal mind and divine Mind, are commonly used, but if most people were pinned down with the necessity of explaining them to someone who “wanted to know”, they would find themselves in a quandary. But you who are acquiring this knowledge will be able to explain all of such phrases as you become better acquainted with “KNOWLEDGE”.

Knowing what they mean gives you a supremacy of power over all things, of your own body as well as the universal body, of cultural things as well as physical, for out of the rhythms of the divided universe comes the expression of all of the arts--and from the undivided Light comes the Soul of idea which is extended to cultural and intellectual expression in the arts. Likewise, your knowledge of the secrets which lie hidden within the wave gives you mastery of universal mechanics, mathematics and energy expression. Conversations are too much filled with abstractions and affirmations without comprehension of their meaning.

Recall what so many have called the great mystery of how solid and liquid bodies emerge from space and are swallowed up again by it, which means how the divided universe emerges from the undivided Light of Mind . Meditate upon this thought for a while.

We are not trying to make you look upon Nature more simply, but we are trying to make you look upon life and death more simply--as simply as you look upon sound and silence. WE ARE TRYING TO MAKE YOU KNOW THAT YOU CANNOT DIE. MOREOVER, IF YOU CANNOT DIE THEN YOU MUST COME INTO UNDERSTANDING OF THE JOURNEY OF LIFE-STREAM.

When you breathe in, you are manufacturing your body because you desire to live. When you breathe out, you are destroying your body because you desire to die. You desire to die just as much as you desire to live. Do not be too hasty in denying this. Think about it for a while. Let us think about it together and see if true thinking of Nature is not better than false thinking.


Let us think about life and death again but let us not use those two words which had such a hopeful-dreadful connotation. Let us absolutely forget that pair of words by substituting instead the words MOTION and REST. And when you think of motion, think of it as being divided--and of rest as being undivided and undivisible.

Recall what we have said about DESIRE itself being divided into two opposite expressions of energy--the desire to concentrate and the desire to decentrate. When you desire to manifest an idea at rest in your Mind, you concentrate your thinking by setting it in MOTION. You continue to multiply that MOTION until you focus it into an imaged BODY of that invisible idea. In other words, you wind up something which was invisible until it becomes visible. You generate a condition called solidity. Then what do you do? You decentrate your thinking by setting your brakes against that multiplication of MOTION. MOTION then decelerates until it comes to REST in the idea from which it started. In other words, you unwind that which you have made visible until it becomes invisible. You radiate motion into “space” by stopping thinking to find that stillness in the “Kingdom of Heaven” which is within you.

Again I repeat the principle that all MOTION starts from a point of REST, seeks a point of REST, and returns to the equilibrium of REST from which it sprang. Motion starts centripetally to wind up into formed bodies--and ends centrifugally to unwind them into zero.

Perhaps we may now formulate a definition of Creation based upon the above as follows:


Deep thought upon this idea should reveal to you that LIFE is but desire for MOTION--and DEATH is desire for REST from MOTION in God's zero universe. Likewise, both LIFE and DEATH are but bodies of thought formed in the image of thoughts which come and go in thinking-Mind forever. The greater the vitality which generates power to multiply motion, the greater is your ability to manifest LIFE in your body--but the moment you divide that power by depolarization or fatigue, or anything whatsoever which reduces the power of your body cells to pump vigorously, that moment you express DEATH of body.

Now consider your desire in the morning to get into action and to express that power vitally all day. Do you not equally desire to cease from action at night to relax--then still later to cease even the action of thinking by fully resting in sleep?

If you will weigh them both in your thoughts, you will find that the desire for REST is equal to the desire for MOTION. REST is the direction of DEATH from which LIFE is reborn, for every condition in Nature borns its opposite condition.

Your desire to breathe in is equalled by your desire to breathe out--but when you breathe in, you compress to express LIFE by acceleration of motion--and when you breathe out, you expand to express DEATH by deceleration of motion.

When you breathe in, you CREATE your body. When you breathe out, you DESTROY your body. Your body APPEARS from the invisibility of REST--and DISAPPEARS from the visibility of motion. You are perpetually living and dying--growing and decaying--generating and radiating--moving and resting. Your body GROWS from multiplication of motion which charges it with power. It DECAYS from division of motion which discharges that power. It GENERATES and RADIATES for the same reason that it LIVES and DIES, and the desire for each is equal. Neither can be without the other. Each is born from the other simultaneously, then borns the other sequentially.

The principle of The Divine Trinity underlies all that is herein stated and its expression is possible only through two-way interchange of motion between each pair of opposites THROUGH EACH OTHER.

When any of your loved ones “die”, you rightly feel a great sense of grief and loneliness. All the knowledge in the world will not assuage that expression of emotion. That is as it should be. You are, all of you, actors in the Divine Drama of Creation and if its actors did not express emotions which are appropriate to the lines of the play, they would be useless and purposeless actors.

Grief, suffering, loneliness and kindred emotions are as purposeful in the Divine Drama of Life as joyfulness, happiness and like emotions are purposeful. And being purposeful, they are good.

Sunshine in Nature would be a calamity without shadow--and an artist’s picture would be purposeless and valueless without both sunshine and shadow in their balanced relations.

No matter how great your knowledge of the unreality of death may be--no matter how strongly you may live in the spiritual world--you must not forget that you have a physical body which manifests spiritual idea--and that you live in both the divided and the undivided universe of CAUSE and EFFECT.

To have so much knowledge of the undivided universe that it leaves you cold to the emotions of the divided universe is to hold yourself aloof from the Play and renders you purposeless.

The greatest achievement of life is to learn how to take all things alike, but that does not mean one should become an intellectual stoic. God's body expresses all of the emotions and passions which result from a division of gravity pressures into two opposite conditions. All of them manifest God's thinking and they always balance. Storms subside--and the calm after the storm demonstrates that both are equally GOOD. The calm is lovelier after the storm just as the water is sweeter after the long drought.

What we do mean about learning to take all things alike is to be strong in the knowledge that all things are good--and every effect is divided into its opposite effect--and EACH of the pair is EQUAL to the other--each equally GOOD.

Your capacity for joy and happiness may be measured by your capacity for grief and suffering. All of the knowledge in the world should not dehumanize you. Your knowledge will, however, balance all opposite emotions and thus enrich you for having experienced them, while ignorance will breed fears, worries, superstition and other unnatural emotions which act as a terrible burden to your progress.

Knowledge of Universal Law will give you courage to transform the greatest defeat which ever threatened you into your greatest achievement. It will give you a philosophy by means of which you may meet the grief of death enriched by the knowledge that every experience is GOOD, in that every experience strengthens you to meet all experiences alike.

You will know that the emergence of LIFE from the universal equilibrium is not greater nor better than its return journey to the same equilibrium for reemergence. You will know that the equator which borns LIFE has but transformed DEATH into another manifestation of life, which is as endless in its eternal repetition as the undivided universe is eternal in its changelessness.

And so it is that we must still unfold to you in simple words and diagrams the undivided BALANCE of the changeless ONE and the divided balance of the changing pairs of opposites which manifest THE ONE. You shall know that the undivided cannot be divided, but can SEEM TO BE. And you shall know that what emerges from one side of its equator is equal but opposite to that which is on the other side--and that EACH WILL DISAPPEAR IN SEEMING DEATH TO REBORN EACH OTHER AS SEEMING LIFE.

The anodes of the universe are the outbreathings of cathodes--and the cathodes are the inbreathings from anodes as surely as you, who breathe out, breathe in again to again breathe out--and as you who live are dying as you live and must forever die to forever live.

We are, then, building thought-bodies and give them form in light-waves of octave tones and call them solids of matter which constitute that inexplicable objective universe of so many things which mystify you and leave you so grossly ignorant that we write down tragedies and calamities in your lives which should be glorious with golden fruits of ecstatic knowing--and we write upon life's pages defeats and illnesses and breakdowns where naught but your immortal experience should be written.

All things on earths and heavens of this divided universe of God's recorded thoughts are GOOD because God's thoughts are GOOD. You may be perfectly willing to believe this statement as abstract truth but BELIEF in it without KNOWING will not make you strong. You must KNOW, for knowledge alone will make you strong.

To live life, one needs to be strong in knowledge rather than in body. Big cyclotrons are being built to do what a little knowledge would do perfectly. That little knowledge might even save the effort of building the cyclotrons.

Strength of body is like having a fine tool to do better work with, but no tool can produce work by itself and a weak mind cannot order a tool to do masterly work. The most important contributions to power and happiness in the world of man are knowledge and strength of character. Be strong and know, for life lies before you. You have to live it. You cannot evade it. Why not, therefore, live it masterfully?

Now what have I just said? Let us summarize a bit at this point.


Life is an aeons-long journey to search for happiness. Happiness in man is an emotion which springs from love. To find happiness, Man must find love. The journey of life is for the finding of love. GOD IS LOVE!

When you find God, you find love. When you find God, you find the Kingdom of Heaven within your Self. When you find the Kingdom of Heaven, the purpose of life has been fulfilled. All else is added unto it for in finding the purpose of Life you find Self.

In the search for happiness, love and God, you make discoveries. In the long, long aeons of making discoveries, you discover that what you have searched for during the aeons you already have. You never find out that you have it until you desire to give it. You then discover that you have it to give. From the moment of that discovery, you find happiness and living the measure of your giving.

In your search for wealth, you discover that you already have wealth the moment you begin to give it. The measure of your wealth is the measure of your giving it.

Do you doubt your power? Give of what you have and you will discover that all the power in all the universe is yours to give. It is at the moment of your first giving that you discover your Omnipotence. You have searched and you have found. Countless millions are also searching but have not yet found even the path to the Kingdom.

A new dawn of unfolding Man is breaking, ready or not. Millions of searchers for the Kingdom of Heaven will die while searching for that which you have now found and yet, you cannot force it upon them for they must petition and desire for there to be any value whatsoever. You shall now, however, be able to give unto the seekers that for which they seek--the treasure of knowledge. You are the representative of the “saviour” through TRUTH in that which is coming within Man's places this day. This your Father-Mother commands of you--to share this knowledge that all might find the Truth of the Lighted Path and not be lost to the evil of the journey of the physical senses.

Every Man loses his life a million times to find eternal life, but he who has found eternal life and immortality shall bestow immortality upon him who seeks but has not yet found. Yea, millions will die, but God sends His Messengers to cause rebirth in Man. The long journey of Man's search for the Light will forever continue and the Light of Life will ever await the coming of Man into His knowing of the Light--but the agony of that awaiting MUST AND SHALL BE MAN'S ALONE!

Let us have a short break period and then we will conclude. I still wish to discuss “balance” a bit before we close the narrative. Thank you.


THURSDAY, JULY 11, 1991 4:30 P.M. YEAR 4, DAY 329


It is your sole purpose and occupation in life to create divided and balanced thought-bodies in order to have good experiences and happy lives. We will take another simple step in the unfolding of God's plan and explain fully how God seemingly divides the unconditioned universal equilibrium into pairs of opposite conditions in order to create the wave of motion from which thought-bodies are constructed. We will give some simple examples of familiar effects so that you will recognize the fact that you produce thought-bodies in exactly the same way that God produces them, the only difference being that God keeps His Creating Body in balance but Man rarely does.

To the extent that you know your universe and your power in it, you will build a balanced life of happiness and masterly achievement because you will be working knowingly with God when you do fully comprehend and practice the Law of Balance. No matter what happens to your own little universe, you will know what to do with it.

Rhythmic balanced interchange between every pair of opposite conditions in this divided through-wave universe is the inviolate law which must be obeyed by Man and by Nature.

Nature persistently violates it and Nature instantly pays the price of its violation in its storms, tornadoes, crashing avalanches and tragedy of stellar cataclysms.

Man persistently violates it and pays the price of his violation in his crashing business failures, enmities, unhappiness and illness.

All the tornadoes of Earth cannot affect the balance of Earth, for balance in the universe cannot be upset. The Earth continues in its balanced relation to all planets with such exactness that its position in relation to them can be determined at any time to the split second. If the Earth disobeyed this Law by the slightest variance, its oceans would sweep its continents clear of all living and growing things.

If you disobey that Law, it will affect your balance in respect to yourself but not to the universe, for God balances every unbalanced action of yours with an equal and opposite reaction until you do balance it as you sometime, some day, must. However, as God said in His Message to you:

All men will come to Me in due time, but theirs is the agony of awaiting.”

Dear little ones, that agony is the price you pay for your own disobedience to that Law--and the disobedience may not be willful but due entirely to ignorance of the way God builds divided thought-bodies.


Vague general understanding is not sufficient. You must know specifically how bodies are made and kept in balance, and their every other function kept in balance, for mankind is ever walking a tightrope and depending absolutely upon his balancing extensions, and it is so easy to crash through loss of balance. The trouble with life is that all of you are continually losing your balance in hundreds of little things which almost pass unnoticed, but it is their sum total which gauges both your safety and your progress.

You must know specifically how bodies are made and balanced by equators and God's watchful eyes in the magnetic poles of all bodies, whether they be uncreated thought-bodies or physically created material-bodies, because that is all you are doing all of your life. What you ARE--and what you CREATE--depends upon what you KNOW. Ignorance never gets you far. Mankind knows less about creating bodies and balancing them, the life principle and self-energizing or self-vitalizing, than any other subject.

Man knows how to use the energy for his machines expressed by falling waters--but has very little knowledge of how to use the energy of the universal heartbeat to vitalize and balance his own body and the bodies he is forever creating with his thinking.

You make bodies because you desire to create them. You make them out of light and motion directed by the desire of your will. You pattern them in your own image. The life you give them is your life as their bodies are also your body. They are extensions of your body as your body is an extension of God's body. You made your own body by your desire to extend it from God's body. God made your body with you by the universal desire to manifest the man-idea as part of God's One Whole Idea of Creation.

God could not create your body with you without desire to do so. Desire of Mind is the motivative force which energizes all Creation through the universal heartbeat of concentrative-decentrative thought pulsations. Likewise, YOU cannot create bodies without the desire to do so. YOUR desire is YOUR motivating force. The physical term for spiritual Mind-desire is GRAVITY.

All creating bodies are extensions of other creating bodies. You are now, and always have been, creating your own body. You cannot extend that which you have not first created. Neither can you extend more than you have first created.

All thought-bodies extended from your thought-body by the desire of your Mind to create thought-bodies manifest the measure of your knowing. Your thinking can never manifest more than you know, no matter how great is your desire.

If you realize the fact that you are forever creating bodies by the use of Mind-energy, 1ight and motion--and are balancing them with the immediate and universal environments--you must know what these tools are that you are using and you must know them as thoroughly and as dynamically as you know how to multiply two by two and conclude, rightly, that the answer is four.

We have not used this simple analogy without a good reason, and that reason is that it is no more difficult for you to comprehend FULLY all of these essentials for the building of thought-bodies than it is for you to multiply two by two, for God's working principle is as simple as that.

Science should be as simple as God's one working principle is, but science is extremely complex because it is unaware of that one working principle as manifested in the Divine Trinity.

Many of you are afraid of science. We know that you are because of the seemingly tremendous complexity of the science you have read in magazines and textbooks. This is a man-made complexity which has no relation to Nature. That is the one and only reason you are afraid of it.

I don't wonder that you are afraid of it. When the ordinary everyday layman reads about the electrons, protons, photons, neutrons, positrons and newly discovered particles in endless array--and when he is told of the ninety-two elements of matter and their complex structure, all of it couched in a terminology which is like a foreign language to him and seems beyond his comprehension--we do not wonder that he shies from it--it is the intent of the perpetuators of the myth so that no-one can come into truth.

There is NOTHING so complex in the whole field of science, whether in electro-dynamics, chemistry, astronomy or any other branch of science that anyone of the intelligence required to be a good pianist, or composer, or housewife or business executive could not as easily master.

These seemingly many varieties of particles which frighten you away from science are, all of them, the same particles of light corpuscle but seem to differ because they are in different parts of their wave fields and are, therefore, differently conditioned as to their polarity. And so would you seem to be different kinds of humans if some cosmic giant photographed you under his microscope one day when you trudged in knee-deep snow with your fur coat, hat and mittens on, then later photographed you as a water animal with bathing trunks and sun hat.

Chemistry is as simple as music. The octave tones, harmonies and rhythms are the same. We could teach you chemistry from the musical octave, or the color spectrum from the Mendeleef table. And we will say the same for mathematics or mechanics.

When you are taken “behind the scenes” where God's cosmic cinema is being played, you will find no complexity there at all. You will find that when you thoroughly know the working principle of the Divine Trinity, so thoroughly that your own Consciousness is always the centering zero of KNOWING from which all pairs of opposite expressions extend, you will suddenly realize that you have all-knowledge, for the answer to every question as to CAUSE and PRINCIPLE is within you.

When you have arrived at that point, you will find yourself to be a very different kind of person. You will then find yourself more and more dependent upon YOURSELF, more SURE of yourself. You will find yourself talking less to dissipate your forming thought-bodies and thinking more. The time will gradually come when you would not think of asking any other person on earth for advice upon anything whatsoever which you are planning to achieve or create.

You will find yourself going to books only for information, or to other men for technical skills, or to encyclopedic recordings which are not knowledge, but never for CAUSE or PRINCIPLE for that knowledge is already within you and these lessons should awaken it in you sufficiently for you to recognize your own cosmic unity with the Omniscient ONE.

The greater your cosmic awareness, the greater your Cosmic Consciousness--which means ALL-KNOWING.


Sounds simple? It is. Always keep God's Law of Balance for this age of Cosmic Man in your Consciousness. The answer to everything which is good or bad in your life lies in the measure in which you practice the Law of Balance--and your ability to practice it lies in the measure of your understanding of that Law.

If you face a crushing defeat, you must know how to meet it. The best way to do this is to search within your Consciousness to find how or where you have violated the Law of Balance in the principle of the Divine Trinity. At such a time, never seek the solution outside of yourself by telling a living soul of your problem who is not able to take your problem as his own. Your wife or husband may be the only one who is capable of becoming one with you in your problems and then only if your mate is one with you in all things.

Seek the solution within yourself. The answer is within yourself. Seek aloneness with your own Soul and talk to God about it. The more you know about His Law of Balance, the better you can comprehend God's universal language of Light in which God talks to you. Likewise, the more you dynamically KNOW that principle as manifested in everything you do, the less problems you will have to overcome. For that reason, we shall talk to you concerning the principle and dramatize our teachings by human examples as to the application of that Law to every phase of your life--from business to matrimony--from frustration to glorification--or from health to friendships.

You have been given something to guide your life actions which you give little thought to. You have been given what is known as an equator when applied to earth or sun. As applied to you, it is a plane which divides your body into two equal and opposite halves, and each opposite half symmetrically balances the other half--but in reverse.

It is as though your body were vertically cut in half from head to foot and an invisible mirror placed there for each half to reflect the other half in reverse. If you do not thoroughly grasp My meaning, go and look in a mirror. The equator which divides you is the still Light which divides all creating things but which, in itself, cannot be divided.

Meditate upon this subject with Me and ask of yourself what significance the equator of your body has upon your health, happiness, success or other incidents of your life. There must be some vast significance to this one fact because every creating unit of organic and inorganic matter is similarly divided, every insect, plant, corpuscle of animal, vegetable or mineral matter, and every star, sun or planet in the heavens.

The vast significance of the equators of all creating things lies in the fact that the equators are the dividing planes of the universal equilibrium. They, therefore, represent the undivided, the unchanging spiritual Light from which the physical bodies of all things are extended.

The zero which is the center of gravity of all bodies centers the equators of all material bodies. Gravity is the desire force in Mind which is located in the pineal gland of man as the seat of his Consciousness. The Light of your Consciousness is in that portion of the equator of you which centers the two thought-extensions of your brain through which it operates to control your body.

The real, immortal YOU--the invisible YOU--controls the visible body of YOU from the equator of your body. Everything you are in thought extends two ways from your Consciousness which is located upon your equator. Your senses vibrate from that equator when your equator is out of balance with the universal equilibrium, and cease to vibrate when it is in balance with it.

When you know your universe and your relations to your own particular equator which divides and controls your mental and physical lives in order that you may see how God is working with you in the unfolding of your destiny every moment of your lives, you will then know how to control your destiny.

Never forget that what you are DOING in the divided visible universe is a manifestation of what you are THINKING in the undivided invisible universe.


Yes, you will have a different viewpoint on life when you thoroughly comprehend how helpless you are without knowing God as One with you, and how powerful you are when you do know Him in you.

Above all things, however, you must gradually know about death. It has been said that death is the last thing for Man to conquer or to overcome. What is meant by that is that knowledge of the fact that what Man calls “death” is what that one you call “Jesus” called the Kingdom of Heaven--or Omnipresent Mind which is the eternal YOU and cannot die.

Life and death are equal opposites. They are sexed mates as all pairs of opposites are sexed mates. They interchange from the moment of birth, and that interchange is to seek balance with each other which is the sole purpose of all sex interchange between all pairs of opposites.

When life and death find balance, they lose it--as all pairs of opposites perpetually lose the balance they perpetually seek the moment that they find it.

Life and death are born in the same cradle, but the cradle is a cycle like the swinging of a pendulum with an equator between the two from which life extends one way and death the other way.

Each inward breath you take is a rebirth toward life. Each outward breath is a rebirth toward death. As life and death continually interchange, they approach each other until they meet at the halfway point--the equator--of your life cycle. From there on, life is dying so that death may live, and death is living so that life may die.

There is no death in God's universe; there is naught but perpetual rebirth into an endless repetition of rebirths. Every opposite gives birth to its own opposite simultaneously and becomes its opposite sequentially.

I ask only that you attend to the unfoldment of this information in patience but with diligent study and meditation for as we become of ONE MIND the entire scope of knowledge unfolds as a fan in the opening within the hands of a talented oriental dancer. Do not expect great complications and complex rituals--for there are NONE.

I abide with you at each step of the journey that you can recognize of your own status and stature within the universal order and balance of that which IS.

I further bless the work coming forth for your lessons and unfoldment. Ye are blessed of our Creator and it is the time of coming into knowledge and Truth. May both be your gift and regiving.




WEDNESDAY, JUNE 26, 1991 8:04 A.M. YEAR 4, DAY 314


Why Hatonn? Why Pleiades? Who/What is Ashtar? Why all the lies? Deliberate or simple error? My, my, there are a lot of questions, aren't there? Hatonn present to answer them in the Light of God. How do I know the answers? Because I KNOW God.

Pleiades is the focus of attention because a goodly portion of Earth Shan humans are from the lineage of ones from Pleiades. All ones in service to this Command were trained for this mission on places within that constellation. You will find that our labels reflect our location, i.e., Hatonn, Soltec, Korton, etc., as well as being meaningful identification markers. That, however, is not the most important cause of Pleiades in this transition--it is because it is within that constellation wherein Shan Man can make transition with ease of present form and that is where the next interim step of “human” in physical shall center for Shan fragments who will be physically transported. A place has been prepared and is waiting with good facilities of most interesting entertainment and experience in the interim transportation system. God Aton has created this wondrous placement through his “Mind-thought” projection as well as creating ones to bring forth information at this time of growth and change. If you stay right with Germain, it will all make sense to your own thought mechanism.

Why Hatonn rather than Joe Smirtnik? Why not Hatonn? Just as you prattle about “why Dharma?”, I can only say--“why not Hatonn?” I am as close to God Aton as you can get and I choose to be in this role of bringing my people home to security and reward. Who are you to question? If you wish to participate, you know who I am and if you don't care to join us, it matters not who I am at any rate. I don't require that you do anything save come again within the laws of God and Creation in intent and to the best of your ability according to your actions. Together we have created this wondrous illusion of experience and together we shall finish it in order to move on to more challenging experience--but only those who are ready to grow and experience within the laws as laid forth for balanced existence.

What will happen to those who do not choose to travel with our crew? That is between that one and God. Remember something--when God decides to change His mind--that which was, is no more! Ponder it. However, once experienced as a projection of God-thought--it is forever stored in God's data banks to be reactivated, or forever left to the archives.

That is exactly that which Ashtar IS! This is why the evacuation of a planet at any given time of chosen salvaging, is left in that Command's capable hands.

The very term “ASHTAR” means storage of the records and I have long experienced as “Record Keeper”, for those of you who wish to check out my credentials, for I have been sharing in a most physical manner, as in this transfer of information, for many decades.

The Commander in charge of that Command is referred to as “Ashtar” and he DOES NOT EVER flit around Shan with any twin-flame. If you could see the entire picture, it would be most amusing to you to even consider such a thing. But that is not my concern herein. At times of a necessary or “chosen” evacuation by fleet--Ashtar takes control of all fleet compatriots. Now why, if ones are thought projections of God in experiencing format, would there ever be evacuation? Because God chooses to experience the exercise and further, Man has tinkered until he can cause disturbances which can direly injure the “soul” energy fields of thought manifestation and that is a no-no.

You ones can conjure all the fantastic fantasies you wish but facts is facts and pigs is pigs and TRUTH is not mystical nor fantasy--no magic, just simple electrical wave pulses in universal frequencies of suitable elemental construction. I fail to understand why any supposedly intelligent individual would choose to count on a mystical trip to perish in the clouds against a solid lift-off in a very physically manifested spacecraft of which countless thousands have been witnessed. So be it.

Why the lies? Because God's adversary is a very clever and deceitful entity whose sole purpose is to pull you away from Godness and I suggest he get an academy award for excellent accomplishment. He is of the physical manifestation, however, and therefore only functions in the “physical”. He CANNOT EVEN EXIST IN THE PRESENCE OF LIGHT AND TRUTH OF GOD. He has full allowances of his deceiving and misrepresentation to all human species and if the species falls for his wiles and temptations and forsakes God to the extent of control of a planet of Creation--which are all such, then separation is required. In every experience of physical nature the adversary is present; it is the manner of measuring growth of beings for when there is final return to the perfection of God--the experiencing being is perfection.

This is all being quite adequately explained in the current JOURNALS if you allow understanding which will lead to KNOWING. We stand ready, willing and able to receive or assist any who petition within the brotherhood of Man for Nature/Creation already has her balanced evolution under total control for the transitioning planet and healing of the old--sans Man except for a few caretakers thereof. So be it.

Now you who participate so intimately and those who WILL do so, why are you “the ones”? Because I chose that you be, trained you, nurtured you and I now wish to serve with you--AM HONORED TO SERVE WITH YOU FOR THROUGH FREE-WILL CHOICE, YOU ARE CO-CREATOR AND IT BECOMES “OUR” JOURNEY AND EXPERIENCE. I WOULD SEND NO LESSER THAN MYSELF TO TRAVEL WITH YOU OF MY BELOVED BROTHERHOOD FOR THIS IS THE MOST WONDROUS OF A PLANETARY EXPERIENCE--WHEN TRANSITION OF CYCLES OCCUR AND GRADUATION IS AT HAND FOR MANY, MANY ONES ON TO OTHER DIMENSIONAL GROWTH AND SOME TO RETURN TO CREATOR TO CHOOSE AGAIN. I salute you who cast off the veil and see beyond and into TRUTH of experience for unto you is the entire playing field of the universe. Salu.

I sit aside now as we return to the lessons at hand, through my beloved friend and compatriot, Germain. And yes, we may, if we have “time” tell you more about the functioning of silver craft from other worlds. I shall need do that for Wally Gentleman for SIPAPU at any rate, and I shall be most pleased to share fundamental frequency and thrust information. But, I shall not do it FOR you, for it is YOUR experience and if I do it for you--it becomes mine and no longer YOURS! YOU need no ships in order to come home and earthbound physical craft are no longer allowed beyond the solar system of your sun. Let us focus on that which IS important to your travels and then we shall spend leisure playing at other games. Thank you.


I am Germain and I thank you for again joining me that we might sort out some of the mysteries of LIFE and UNIVERSE. I am going to speak on a subject which has been well laid out by me and my colleagues quite thoroughly in the past. I will write on the subject of Atomic Energy and how it, alone, can suicide your planet and all life forms thereon. This was laid forth by myself and WALTER RUSSELL in your years 56/57. No, most of you DID NOT take access so it has to be done again--and again, if necessary. I will however, utilize Dr. Russell's outlay regarding this segment for we drew charts and referenced quite carefully at that time and there is little need to “reinvent the wheel”--perfect it somewhat--but not reinvention thereof.

It was a wise Man who said: “If we but knew what troubles our world we might, perhaps, fix it. The quandary is that we do not know.” I find myself wondering how it is that the truthful information is now on your place and you have only allowed the worsening of your plight; therefore, we shall try again to get your attention. You are still too near your primate days to know for you have, in addition, been shrouded by that which you “sense” in the physical and have lost connections with the Divine Creator which you ARE.

You are not sufficiently unfolded as spiritual beings to recognize the fact that the cause of your world-trouble lies in that one naked fact that you are still too near your beginning to know how to build an enduring foundation. I speak, herein, of the masses who are experiencing on your planet--I do not need to speak to the ones who are now serving in specific mission of Truthbringers and/or Wayshowers. It is sad, indeed, when those ones choose to set aside commission in favor of the physical/emotional boundaries of this experience--but God allows and respects need of more lessons and growth--ALWAYS GOD ALLOWS! I would, however, suggest that if you know ones who fit this category of description--that you insure they get this information coming forth as Pleiades Connections because they might well wish to give reconsideration to their prior choices. YOU will know to whom I address this particular message.

This is a transition point for Man, however, for tens of thousands of your people are far advanced in the unfolding of their spiritual natures--even if misled by the adversary lies--just waiting for Truth or, already in Truth but awaiting the next step in instructions and enlightenment into full KNOWING, therefore it becomes our task to see to it that we slacken not in our own commission to bring that WORD forth.

These are the seeds of future cosmic ages. It is to these that we address these words to tell them what actually is the matter with the world, Shan. They will comprehend, even if our words have no meaning to mass-Man. These only, and the ones who will transform the world in this eleventh hour of its danger, if it can be transformed. We hope it still can, but it has fallen farther in fifty years than it had gained in eight centuries.


I monitored on the yesterday, a most interesting presentation in the “just passing by” news. It was said that the “Yankee nuclear power plant would be left in operation for another year although it is said by the scientists that it is not safe and the metal reactor could fail and result in a meltdown.” Does anyone have any idea what that would mean? Better look again at Chernobyl and reconsider the area wherein that plant is located for it could devastate one of your most populous areas. Now, this is if NOTHING else happens other than simple wear of the equipment. This is reported to you-the-people without so much as taking a second breath by the reporter.


As Dr. Russell begins, “In answering this question let it be ever remembered that God is LOVE, and that this universe is founded upon LOVE. Every action and its reaction in Nature must be in balance with each other in order to carry out the purposeful intent of the Creator.”

Love is expressed by action, means balanced fulfillment of its own law of equal giving and regiving. That is the principle upon which this purposeful universe is founded. That which purposefully fulfills the law is GOOD. It will endure and be eternally repeated with more of that which man calls GOOD. Every action of Man, likewise, which is founded upon love is a fulfillment of the law, and is GOOD--and will be eternally repeated.

Now, do you actually believe that the nuclear power plants are built through Love of Man or greed? Do you think the plants which are for the sole purpose of producing products for warheads are for Love of Man? Ponder it most carefully as to WHY you sit on hundreds of thousands of years of total destruction and more piling up every day!

Our action in answering this momentous question is founded upon love for the good of Man. If it is purposeful it will bring GOOD into the world for endless repetition, which is Nature's way of working. If it is not balanced and orderly in Nature's way of normal growth of her Idea, then that moment of its departure from the GOOD will bring about its own dissolution. That is also Nature's way of dissolving that which is unrhythmic and purposeless in the fulfilling of her One Law.

What is atomic energy? What is this great power which is now used for the so-called betterment of “life”? That is the question which the entire world should be asking. It wants (the world) to know because there is great fear in the heart of Man that it should NOT be utilized, but he does not know WHY. The only way he can know WHY radioactivity should NOT be used is to know WHAT radioactivity IS--and what it will DO.

Let us briefly state what it is and what it can do in one short paragraph. We will then expand this into larger discussion, for the purpose of giving you full comprehension of its meaning. When you read that one paragraph, which now follows, bear in mind the fact that the supreme effort of humanity is to learn how to live long lives in full strength, and repeat them down through endless centuries. The prior JOURNAL speaks to this same issue.

Radiation is the normal death principle. Every thing in Nature dies normally by slowly radiating its heat. Radioactivity is the explosively quick death principle. Radioactivity is Man’s discovery of how the human race can die quickly, and not be able to propagate its kind for many long centuries.

You MUST take this into careful consideration for the Adversary and his helpers have now produced places of safety from produced radioactivity--wherein THEY can survive nicely during a period of recleansing of the surface--or at least he perceives to have done so. He has placed his intended safety places most carefully in the areas of old Lemuria which should “rise” instead of sink within the seas and he has planned sufficiently for sacrificing the entire Northern Hemisphere of Shan if appropriate--and he DOES at this time, deem it appropriate. Reasonable? This is not a discussion regarding “REASON”, this is a discussion of WHAT IS!

So, within the above paragraph is your complete answer in a few words. MULTIPLIED DEATH is the new boon which this age of Man believes he is giving to the furtherance of life. Naturally you do not understand it, but instinct and intuition within you are strong enough to make you FEAR it. The reason you do not understand it is because you are not yet aware of what makes things live and what makes them die and you cannot comprehend that your own species would deliberately annihilate their own brothers and sisters.

The entire answer to this supreme question lies in knowing exactly WHAT MAKES BODIES LIVE and WHAT MAKES BODIES DIE. This cannot be briefly told. In telling it we must tell you how God constructs and dissolves matter electrically. Therefore, in this portion of this JOURNAL there will, of necessity, be repetition. If we answered it briefly, however, you would not comprehend it so we must take it swiftly and yet surely, step by step, for your understanding. The greatest minds among Man have tried to discover this life principle for centuries. When you do fully answer it for you and all mankind, you will also fully comprehend your universe and all of its mysteries. The telling must be a step by step process, however, and must keep in mind the purpose of this book, which is to dynamically explain in convincing language, and undebatable postulates, that the price Man will pay for the use of atomic energy is his own inevitable extinction. We have been speaking in prior material about the The True Nature of this Mind and Motion Universe for it touches the human directly and now you must know why and how it does so.

Nature has a tremendously balanced rhythmic normalcy in her orderly processes of Creation. It is all of it good for Man and animal alike when they observe that normalcy. When they defy it, or violate it through ignorance of it, Nature does not punish them for that violation. Ignorance punishes them. The discovery of atomic energy as a means of obtaining greater heat than an orderly and normal way suitable to environment, is as much a breech of Nature's orderly processes as it would be if Man violated the law of gravity by discovering that he could get to the bottom of the canyon in a much quicker way than the normal way. No man would do that because he knows better. Atomic energy for industry is as great a violation of Nature's way as a defiance of gravity would be (realizing that even gravity is not that which is accepted). And it is as sure a death for the violator of one as the other.

We know that Man is not intentionally defying God's law. There is but one other reason why he is doing it, which is that he does not know what he is doing. Do not, however, for one minute believe that, as time has elapsed, the Elite have not seen the possibilities and now utilize same for their own greedy purposes. Man admittedly does not know what he is doing. The law works just as irrevocably, and inevitably, however, against him who defies it, as it does for the one who does not know. For long ages he has sought for the life principle in germ or ultimate unit of matter. He has never found it there and never will. Likewise, he has sought for the principle of death. This he has now found, but does not know it.

Do you know WHY you live and HOW you keep alive? Do you know WHY you die and HOW you die? Do you know “Where you go when you die, or what happens to your identity after death?” No, you do not yet know these things. It is grossly obvious THAT YOU DO NOT KNOW THESE THINGS. Mankind has not yet unfolded far enough, spiritually, to know of his eternal Identity, or to know that he cannot die. Further, he relies on others who pronounce themselves ordained authorities on how it MIGHT BE--AND THEY ARE WRONG, WRONG AND WRONG!

The complete argument of this story is based upon the fact that mankind does not know what either life or death IS, nor that the plan that he is now making is assisting Nature in her death process by helping you to die instead of to live. That plan is contrary to Nature's law of love. We shall tell you all you have wondered about regarding life, death and immortality, so that you will comprehend the magnitude of the crime of Man against Man, which Man has now decided to perpetrate.

Man does not yet know his universe, nor how it became, nor how it disappears into space and reappears. There is a universal process in Creation and a motivating force for the energy which creates it. That same process applies as equally to the creation of “life”, and its disappearance in “death”, in your body as it does to the whole universe. Do you know what that process is? Do you know what your universe is, and God's relation to IT--and to YOU? Well, if you have read the prior JOURNAL, you have a very good IDEA OF IT. Do you not think you could live more powerfully and wisely if you did know these things? We feel certain that when statesmen and leaders in industry and government REALLY know these things, they will know they cannot use the death principle to aid life and some changes may well come along.

Every forthcoming page will deal with the principle of life and death of the body of Man, and of God's body--the universe of motion. It will, likewise, deal with the immortality of Man and his Mind-control over his orderly and normal life and death process. It will also clearly explain that long asked question: “Where do I go when I die?”

During this explanation of the two ways of life and death, which will be clearly set forth herein, you cannot fail to see that Man's illegitimate use of DEATH to benefit life will but multiply death upon your planet until not one grass blade will be left upon it. These statements present a dread picture. They seem unbelievable and impossible. It is our responsibility to prove to you that they are not only possible but, as you are going, inevitable. The only way you can possibly do that is to now make those things known about life, death and immortality, which have not made it into your understanding to this date.


The real fallacy of nuclear fission for industry is that these so-called deadly poisonous gases from the radioactive elements in reactors, and in the waste products, which are encased in concrete and buried in the sea or elsewhere to protect human life from their admitted danger, are not poisons in their own environment underground, where they are serving a necessary purpose of helping to make it possible for organic life to live upon your planet. Man makes them poisonous by removing them from their purposeful environment to place them in an abnormal environment unsuited to their normal environment.

Animal and vegetable life are dependent upon the upper few feet of the earth's crust to live. The soil must have humus, nitrogen, carbonic gas, oxygen and water. These so-called deadly radioactive poisons are preparing the soil for oxygen dependent life to live by causing countless billions of microscopic explosions in the rock formations underground to release water and other necessities for human life and vegetation. That is all GOOD. In their proper place in Nature they are fulfilling their necessary useful purposes. They are vitally necessary where they are. They are of benefit to man when underground or distributed in rocks. It is only when you dig them out from under the ground and condense tons of harmless rock to ounces of deadly free metal, such as uranium piles, that you make the earth uninhabitable for Man.

Think also of the hundreds of millions of years Nature has to work to decay solid rock and metal planets sufficiently to create enough decayed surface, and an atmosphere, for organic life to become possible. Mercury has no atmosphere nor even a grass blade. Its rock surface is so hot that lead would melt there. Venus is also hot rock but a soil has begun there, and water is now forming in the reclamation process, but only as steam vapor, for the temperature on Venus is higher than boiling point. Your earth has had a soil and atmosphere sufficient for simple forms of life, ever since it reached its seventy or eighty million mile mark from the sun. The radioactive metals made that possible. They belong underground just as dead animal bodies belong underground. Radioactive metals are dead and dying bodies. That is what is not yet known of them. There are twenty-two of them which are killer metals if you take them away from their rock environment underground in Nature and make them a part of Man's environment above ground.


Oh, now you want to change the subject? How is it that the brotherhood speaks of bases and stations on these various unhabitable planets? Because any species with capability of travel, i.e., to Shan, has also ability to station very large bases off atmosphere of these planets--but are referred to for identification as located at those specific vortices. The atmosphere, etc., of these planets and stars are “mined” for useful minerals. If mystics and psychics tell you that there are great cities, etc., on such as Venus--they either refer to the off-planet locations thereof--or the stories are fabrications! You ones want MAGIC and there is NONE! Please do not ask me to evaluate various speakers--you now have sufficient guidelines to discern for self TRUTH vs. fabrication, personal greed of the speakers and total deception of the adversary. If a being tells you he comes with his twin-flame from Venus--YOU BE THE JUDGE OF THE STORY OR CHECK HIS FEET FOR BLISTERS. Is it possible to have life on Venus? All is possible with God--however, at this point in evolution--there is no viable lifeform as you would recognize on THE planet Venus, as a for instance. It will likely be reclaimed for later habitation--perhaps for many of YOU. Earth Shan had to be reclaimed in order to again house life human after prior destruction by the adversary and his cohorts in vandalism.

There are many metals which will not hurt you, such as iron, copper, gold, silver and many others. This we will clarify in the following test and consider that which we will label Fig. 5. You can live among thousands of living Men without being poisoned, but you cannot live upon the breath of living Men without dying from their poison. You cannot, in fact, live upon your own outbreathings. You would soon die from your own poison. Digging dead and dying metals from underground where their outbreathing is giving fertile soil for organic life, is like digging dead animals from where they are being transformed into living vegetable and animal life. Every farmer must put death under his ground in order to reap life above.

Dharma, allow us a break at this point for I am asked to request that you depart this placement as soon as you can, for we need to work with the energy fields established against your location and it needs doing now. We must do something of different nature soon, for your body is losing the battle of self-protection from the radiation of the pulses. The bombardment will lessen as we move through and away from these subject matters but for now it is tedious indeed. We must now consider shielding of your person through other means than from the body itself. In the interim we have to keep at countering the beam projections and that is best served when you are away from the location since the interference is focused on your person and not at others in the locale.

We shall take up at next writing with the procurement of radium by the Curies. Thank you for your service. I now stand aside.




THURSDAY, JUNE 27, 1991 7:46 A.M. YEAR 4, DAY 315



Germain present to continue with the writing. We will move smartly along this morning so that you can get things prepared for the out-of-town meeting. Thank you for allowing writing this day.

The Curies procured a few grams of radium from many tons of earth. Those few grams of dead metals would spread their quick death to every cell of your body if you put them in your pocket. But they would not harm you in the slightest if you slept upon the ground above them. The radioactive metals are giving out their quick death to the rocks in which they are embedded for the purpose of expanding the rocks in which they are embedded into the soil and water which mothers life. They should not be dug up from the ground to expand human beings into quick death. All things in Nature have their proper placement and use and, thus, should also the “crystals” be left to their proper placement. If you would have a good example of their purpose in life, which is beneficial to humanity, witness the great bare rock mountains of the West which are only a few million years old. Compare them with soil-covered, tree-covered, very much older eastern mountains, such as the Blue Ridge, White Mountains and Catskills where the soil is deep above them and waterfalls and brooks are abundant.

Water and soil are decayed and dying rock. They are, literally, dead rocks. Out of death in Nature life springs, and when life above ground is dead it gives new life to the death of earth. These are the things which mankind must know. It knows too little about life and death, and how each one interchanges with the other to make death live and make life die. This is so fundamental a part of the process of Nature that you would be very much more interested in her whole processes if you would but give more thought to this one. Take note, for example, that the moment a peach in the dish on your table becomes over ripe you will see fruit flies hovering over it. They were born from it, and other less complex life forms were born from it before that, just as millions of microbes and other primitive life forms are born in your living body, and more complex ones will be born from your dead body. You do not realize that all of your body is not wholly alive all the time. Part of you is always dead or dying, up to your maturity. After that all of them are slowly dying. We will not get into mental control over that process, at this time for I do not want your distraction to take you from the point at issue.

The millions of microbes which await more full life in you are harmless to you while you can charge your body sufficiently to insulate your life from their death. About two pounds of your body dies every day, and the millions of dead bodies which are in that two pounds would kill your live body if you took them back into your metabolism again. Have you ever thought of that? Great cities must have great sanitation departments to guard against just that.

Have you ever thought that your every inbreath charges you with power to live, and every outbreath is death? That means that you are perpetually living and dying thirty or forty times a minute. More amazing still--if you will but give deep thought to it--is the fact that whatever lives in you is not a poison to you, but whatever of your own body which does not live WILL POISON YOU. You breathe in living oxygen which comes to you from the earth and its foliage. It dies in you and you breathe out a deadly poison known as carbon dioxide. That carbon dioxide is not poison to the ground, however. It is food to the ground. The earth breathes in that food and breathes it out as oxygen, which is poison to the ground, however. Have you given thought to this? Have you ever stopped to think that the very water you drink, the air you breathe, and the food you eat, comes from the dead and decaying body of this planet, and that every living body which dies and is returned to the earth, recharges the earth with renewed life? You probably have never given this a thought. We ask you to do so now, in order that you will more fully understand this next step in your understanding of life, death and immortality, in addition to beginning to know your universe. Just pause for a minute or two and ponder this information.

This is your next step. We have pictured your simultaneously living-dying body. You must now know that all bodies in all the universe are the same in all respects, whether they are electrons, cells, rocks, metals, trees, men, planets or suns. All of them live and die in the same manner. All breathe in the charging breath of life and breathe out the discharging breath of death. All of them compress heat and polarize when they breathe in, and expand, cool and depolarize when they breathe out.

Why is this? It is because all bodies are made of--and by--electric waves, and every characteristic of the electric current is a life and death alternation. The entirety of Creation lives and dies in sequences. With this thought in mind consider the body of this earth in the same way that you would consider your own body. Parts of the earth's body are dead, and other parts are dying, just as parts of your body are dead and others are dying. Just as the slight decay of an over ripe peach will not hurt you, while a fully decayed one might kill you, so, likewise, the “over ripe” chemical elements of the earth, which are not too far from carbon will not hurt you, while the farther they are beyond carbon the more deadly they become, and the more impossible it is to guard yourself from their quick death (Fig. 5). This is the lesson of life and death which you must first know. Step by step you will know its whole process. You will then be ready to know “where you go after you die”, and fully comprehend it.

Now think of the life and death of a planet as you would think of the life and death of your own body. You fully know that your own body grows to maturity--say at forty--when it is more virile than at any other age. That means that every cell in your body is more virile than that same cell could be at sixty, or eighty. At forty your body cells are true spheres and small, fast turning rings.

At sixty the cells have become very much flattened at their poles as our earth is doing, and their surfaces are beginning to wrinkle with many rings, like Jupiter, just as an old face wrinkles with many lines. At eighty, rings are actually thrown off at equators, like the rings of Saturn. These rings are dead cells of Saturn's still living body. An old man of ninety is still living but all of his cells are dying faster than he can replace them. This is an important fact for you to understand. Your car battery will help you comprehend the whole principle of the long slow years of dying. When it is charging while you are running it, that shows that its power to generate life is greater than its power to degenerate by discharge. The old age of anything, whether man, electron or planet, means that the galvanometer needle of its life current is showing more discharge than charge, even though it is charging some.

Look at Figs. 3 & 4. These are pictures of Mars, Jupiter and Saturn to illustrate three such stages of slow dying. Dear ones, you must have death before you can have renewed life--it is simply the way of the cycles. It is also a good point to consider when efforting at all costs to hold on to an old body--why do so? It is only the fear of the unknown and the proof of NOT KNOWING--for all ones would far rather, if possible, have a nice new house. You ones work, pray, spend money and go through agony just to change the ones you already have--why do you wish so much to hang on to that which is moving toward re-birthing and renewal?